Je suis hantée et la peur,
le haïssait et l'ablette,
Je suis l'ombre sur le mur,
le monstre dans la profondeur.
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I am a helpless flirt,
take no offense to anything I do or say.
I mean no harm by any of it, its simply how I respond to people.
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ATTENTION!:
Forgive moi for ma bouts of time when I am
unable to respond or am not on. I still wish
to hear from jou mes amis, so please do not
be shy about sending moi ask's, or rp's.
I appreciate everyzing jou do.
Merci.

Email or Skype Me:
Spybleu@yahoo.com

 

spybleu asked
With his legs crossed and a thick folder marked Charles V.D., in his lap, the maskless spy let his gloved fingers slide over the edge of the page as he silently read over the reports his friend had written for him with curiosity, idly biding his time until the curvy dove would return to her lab to continue on with her work in "science".

femalebluemedic:

spybleu:

femalebluemedic:

The little busy bee of a nurse mumbled things to herself as she rushed back into her lab. In her arms lay a mountain of new paperwork so willfully handed over by their newer Pauling Bridget. Once the double doors of her lab swung closed she instantly knew someone, her beloved someone had come for a visit. “Charels!” she half squeaked as she rushed herself over towards her desk throwing the ridiculous amount of work on top of her desk before approaching her spy occupied chair. “LIEBE!” she half sang as she opened her arms for her best friend. 

Instantly his sea speckled hazel gaze lifted when his petit colombe entered the lab in a rush of muttering and paperwork, her arms filled yet again from their putain of a new Pauling as it seemed her work was never done. Letting the woman settle her things onto her desk with an adorably squeaked cry for him, the usually restrained man letting the folder in his lap close casually before gracefully rising from her chair to wrap his ami in a warm hug. “Colombe.” He cooed softly into her hair before pulling away, letting a curled leather bound finger gently rap under her chin tenderly in his on sign of affection. “Zought I would pay jou a visit since I’ve been so neglectful lately.” Stepping aside to offer her, her chair in a well mannered gesture to her seat as he took his own on the edge of her desk. “How have jou been?” 

As his arms embraced her another so happy squeak left the medic as she gave him a tender squeeze. “I half sought jou’ve forgotten about mich, or zhat Knowlen had scared jou off.” her so innocently girly voice cooed as she took the offered chair, crossing her legs upon sitting. “Gute I suppose, vell as good as expected I guess.” she shrugged gesturing towards her days work, silently grimacing at the leaning tower of paperwork. Leaning forward to get closer to her best friend, and at this point might as well been her brother. “Knowlen certainly keeps mich on my toes.” she giggled as she pulled her black framed glasses from her face, giving her temples a little rub. “Und how are jou mein lieber bruder?” she purred before eyeing the yellow folder he had been gazing at before she walked in 

A low amused hum of a chuckle left the lean spy as his fingers played over the front of his suit, “Non, how could I ever forget about jou mon doux?” Giving a little shrug as he added, “As frightening as jour amour is, he would need to do a lot more to keep moi away.” Offering up a slight wicked curl to his lips that spoke far more volumes of what he was capable of than a thousand words. “So,” Charles continued lightly as he brushed passed the moment like it was nothing, “I see zat jou and our new Pauling have made friends.” Gesturing idly to her paper work as he leaned back on one arm, knowing all to well that the woman was giving Alaine far to much to do under impossible standards. 

Love Eternal

thegrowlingblusniper:

spybleu:

Instantly Charles eyes snapped open when his graveled lover lifted him into the air to spin them both in a sweet circle of pure joy, his expression dulled with unamusement of being lifted that was swiftly swept aside when their lips met, letting his moment of discomfort slide as he was held in the arms of the one he cared for the most. The idea of such a thing almost seeming so absurd even as it felt so right as the shooter nuzzled into his neck, basking in those three little words he only thought he would ever hear or feel in his dreams. Being lowered down the bleu espion let his fingers willingly flex against his when he gripped his hand, so much more enjoying the raw contact in comparison to the number of times he had been forced to touch him with his gloves still on; skin to skin showing just how deeply his affections ran that he trusted him with being exposed. Hearing his sweet cooed apology he lifted one of those hands to cup his cheek, running a tender thumb across the plane of flesh in such a soft caress it could have been the wind instead of him as those emotion filled sea green pools danced between his. “Jou have no reason to apology amour.” He breathed softly as his other hand released its grip to slide over Eugene’s hip, pulling him closer still, “We were boz stupid, non? All zat matters now is zat we are ‘ere togezer now.” 

The internal flood of intense happiness the strange and yet some how missed emotion for the usually unhappy and lovely sniper. Letting the sweet soft touch of the angel before him, preying this moment stay in his memory, stay the beacon to drawn him through every battle. The one moment he sees when re-spawn cruelly reclaims his body and reanimates his soul. The one dream he longs for every night, “Charles,…. I love ya.” the only phrase he was able to coo as he let his fingers dance just over the fingers of his love. Nothing more perfect in this moment then Charles uttered words of love. Unable to keep himself upon his feet the hunter dropped to his knees before the fallen angel. Pulling the man before him closer to him, nuzzling into the mans perfectly suited hip with a soft sigh of relief. Before more than a few moments pass the hardened sniper stood silently, his small crooked smile never leaving his face as he held out his hands. “Let’s go love.” he purred lowly, immediately heading towards his humble tin can. 

A soft smile graced the man’s lips as his sweetly rough sniper uttered those words yet again to him as if now that they were out in the open he couldn’t stop repeating them, like they were a light source when spoken and he simply never wanted that purely tender illumination to ever go out. Loving that his graveled growling hunter wasn’t afraid to bare his heart to him when so many others only saw him for the job he had, wasn’t afraid to take that leap of faith like he had been. Charles fingers catching Eugene’s as he slid his hand over his own, taking every chance to feel his skin against his, for a moment remembering what it felt like to not be hidden behind layers. Watching as the shooter dropped to his knees the bleu spy let his bare fingers slide through his hair as he hugged to his sleep pant clad hip, letting a single surprisingly shuttered breath exhale from him as he closed his eyes. Everything in him seeming to suddenly relax with the realization that he wasn’t going anywhere, that all his emotions weren’t for nothing and that for one moment he didn’t have to Charles the blu spy, but instead Charles the man in love with the beautifully grumpy creature kneeling before him. Feeling him rise those sea spotted green eyes flickered open with such a clam look that for a moment the man before Eugene seemed years younger than usual, that warm little half smile curling the edge of his lips once more as he took his offered hand. 

Love Eternal

thegrowlingblusniper:

spybleu:

Despite the fact the sniper had said it a few times before now, Charles couldn’t help the flood of relief that flipped his stomach as Eugene held his face between his hands and spoke those words to him, sending a soft smile over his features as he gazed up at him, not having realized how truly afraid he had been before now. With all his talk and all his speeches to his friends, it was one thing to talk about love and a whole other when it came to truly expressing it. A warmth of happiness spread out from deep within the BLU as the sniper before him molded himself to him like he was about to vanish into thin air, their lips meshing into one another as the spies glove-less fingers wove into the man’s soft short hair, pulling him closer still as he was gently hoisted onto his feet in the way he had done with Annette so many times before. When the hunter pulled away Charles couldn’t help the moment of heart-break at his pleading words, feeling those last shreds of self preservation and worry ebbed in doubt, fall away. How could he deny him such a simple request, one he should have heeded a million times before now, before it could get to this point of him nearly begging to hear those words. Tenderly running his fingers over the back of his head and through his hair in slow loving tugs, the espion pulled Eugene’s face from his neck to rest his forehead to his, those endless pools of sea splashed green boring into the man before him without any shields or emotional masks; baring himself completely for him in a way he had never allowed himself to be before. “I love jou, Eugene.” He repeated in a soft but firm breath, finding the quiver that shook him from the raw emotion in his voice a little frightening as he let it pour from him. “Te amo, ya lyublyu tebya, Ich liebe dich, Ti amo, Je t’aime,…”Whispering  those words out in all the languages he could think of as his eyes slowly closed and his forehead softly nuzzled his, each letter dripping with the truth of what he said as Charles finally let himself feel what he was afraid of. “S’il vous plaît pardonnez-moi, l’amour. Je suis désolé, je ne vous dis pas avant. Je suis désolé, j’avais peur. Je suis désolé. Je t’aime.” 

Without thinking the usually unhappy man hoisted the thinner man into the air spinning him in a small circle, kissing him so deep and so passionately. Nothing else mattered, nothing in the world could compare to this moment, this man. Nuzzling into the crook of the mans neck as he breathed those three words in repeated succession, kissing every sweet inch of skin he could reach as he slowly lowered Charles. His hands lovingly grip as the soft gloveless hands of the dangerous assassin before him. Eugene’s heart nearly broke from the intense rush of emotions that flooded his system as the man purred in languages he didn’t quiet understand but felt enough to know what he had meant. “I’ve always loved ya Charles, from the first moment I laid eyes on ya… Nothin else mattahs but you. Please…forgive me fer bein such an ass…” he cooed in such a sweet tone anyone else would second guess that this was really him. 

Instantly Charles eyes snapped open when his graveled lover lifted him into the air to spin them both in a sweet circle of pure joy, his expression dulled with unamusement of being lifted that was swiftly swept aside when their lips met, letting his moment of discomfort slide as he was held in the arms of the one he cared for the most. The idea of such a thing almost seeming so absurd even as it felt so right as the shooter nuzzled into his neck, basking in those three little words he only thought he would ever hear or feel in his dreams. Being lowered down the bleu espion let his fingers willingly flex against his when he gripped his hand, so much more enjoying the raw contact in comparison to the number of times he had been forced to touch him with his gloves still on; skin to skin showing just how deeply his affections ran that he trusted him with being exposed. Hearing his sweet cooed apology he lifted one of those hands to cup his cheek, running a tender thumb across the plane of flesh in such a soft caress it could have been the wind instead of him as those emotion filled sea green pools danced between his. “Jou have no reason to apology amour.” He breathed softly as his other hand released its grip to slide over Eugene’s hip, pulling him closer still, “We were boz stupid, non? All zat matters now is zat we are ‘ere togezer now.” 

spybleu asked
With his legs crossed and a thick folder marked Charles V.D., in his lap, the maskless spy let his gloved fingers slide over the edge of the page as he silently read over the reports his friend had written for him with curiosity, idly biding his time until the curvy dove would return to her lab to continue on with her work in "science".

femalebluemedic:

The little busy bee of a nurse mumbled things to herself as she rushed back into her lab. In her arms lay a mountain of new paperwork so willfully handed over by their newer Pauling Bridget. Once the double doors of her lab swung closed she instantly knew someone, her beloved someone had come for a visit. “Charels!” she half squeaked as she rushed herself over towards her desk throwing the ridiculous amount of work on top of her desk before approaching her spy occupied chair. “LIEBE!” she half sang as she opened her arms for her best friend. 

Instantly his sea speckled hazel gaze lifted when his petit colombe entered the lab in a rush of muttering and paperwork, her arms filled yet again from their putain of a new Pauling as it seemed her work was never done. Letting the woman settle her things onto her desk with an adorably squeaked cry for him, the usually restrained man letting the folder in his lap close casually before gracefully rising from her chair to wrap his ami in a warm hug. “Colombe.” He cooed softly into her hair before pulling away, letting a curled leather bound finger gently rap under her chin tenderly in his on sign of affection. “Zought I would pay jou a visit since I’ve been so neglectful lately.” Stepping aside to offer her, her chair in a well mannered gesture to her seat as he took his own on the edge of her desk. “How have jou been?” 

Reblog if you have no triggers when it comes to what you rp.

This is for people who might have twisted ideas for rp, and want people to know they’re open to it. Doesn’t mean you condone, but if you want the dark stuff, the stuff that makes people squirm, and aren’t triggered — I think it’d be good to let people know. Triggers aren’t something unacceptable, of course. But I think it’d be good to help people find others that don’t have that limit to themselves and are fortunate enough to not experience triggering things.

(Source: heros-spookery)

thegrowlingblusniper:

Starter/Opener : : : Closed RP

thegrowlingblusniper:

spybleu:

Hearing the doors to the base open with a soft but audible sigh the lean figure lurking in the shadows of the kitchen paused in the slow deliberate stirring of his drink, letting his senses stretch out as far as they could without turning his head as…

In that instance the Sniper known for his rough and grumpy nature melted, as his heart exploded in his chest. With the hands that were so heatedly exploring moments ago, he cupped the dangerous mans face with an expression that could melt anyones cold heart. “Charles….I fuckin’ love ya so much.” he lowly purred before molding his lips to his, using every ounce of untouched emotion the rifleman had in him, melding his body with his. Their bodies like puzzle pieces, not complete without the other and specifically made for eachother. The fire that raged inside the large sniper arched as he slowly lifted the spy onto his boots, pouring every ounce of love into the spy he could. “Say it again….please….so i know i wasn’t just imagining it again” the growling wolf of a man pleaded softly into the espionage experts neck, showing such fragility as he clung for dear life onto the man that he loved so desperately, also implying he had imagined him saying it before. In fact he had dreamt Charles saying it to him for months now. 

Despite the fact the sniper had said it a few times before now, Charles couldn’t help the flood of relief that flipped his stomach as Eugene held his face between his hands and spoke those words to him, sending a soft smile over his features as he gazed up at him, not having realized how truly afraid he had been before now. With all his talk and all his speeches to his friends, it was one thing to talk about love and a whole other when it came to truly expressing it. A warmth of happiness spread out from deep within the BLU as the sniper before him molded himself to him like he was about to vanish into thin air, their lips meshing into one another as the spies glove-less fingers wove into the man’s soft short hair, pulling him closer still as he was gently hoisted onto his feet in the way he had done with Annette so many times before. When the hunter pulled away Charles couldn’t help the moment of heart-break at his pleading words, feeling those last shreds of self preservation and worry ebbed in doubt fall away. How could he deny him such a simple request, one he should have heeded a million times before now, before it could get to this point of him nearly begging to hear those words. Tenderly running his fingers over the back of his head and through his hair in slow loving tugs, the espion pulled Eugene’s face from his neck to rest his forehead to his, those endless pools of sea splashed green boring into the man before him without any shields or emotional masks; baring himself completely for him in a way he had never allowed himself to be before. “I love jou, Eugene.” He repeated in a soft but firm breath, finding the quiver that shook him from the raw emotion in his voice a little frightening as he let it pour from him. “Te amo, ya lyublyu tebya, Ich liebe dich, Ti amo, Je t’aime,…”Whispering  those words out in all the languages he could think of as his eyes slowly closed and his forehead softly nuzzled his, each letter dripping with the truth of what he said as Charles finally let himself feel what he was afraid of. “S’il vous plaît pardonnez-moi, l’amour. Je suis désolé, je ne vous dis pas avant. Je suis désolé, j’avais peur. Je suis désolé. Je t’aime.” 

Bonjour mes amis.

It seems zat I will have ze day to ma self. I wonder what trouble I can get into today since I have not in a while. 

Any takers?

Starter/Opener : : : Closed RP

thegrowlingblusniper:

spybleu:

Hearing the doors to the base open with a soft but audible sigh the lean figure lurking in the shadows of the kitchen paused in the slow deliberate stirring of his drink, letting his senses stretch out as far as they could without turning his head as he waited for whomever it was to either approach or go away, knowing that in the dim light it would be almost impossible for them to tell who was standing at the stove, especially since no one but three people had ever seen him without his mask. However as those slow pointed thuds from a pair of familiar heavy boots resounded off the stone floor and a low even more familiar growl rumbled from his left, Charles muscles relaxed slightly as he returned to fixing his drink. Letting those hazel hues flickering to the side to catch a glimpse of the sniper in question as he leaned against the counter to get a better view of the face he had never had the pleasure of viewing, most likely surprised by the youth behind it as so many believed the man to be far older than his appearances told; a gentle curve pulling at the edge of his lips in response to the huntsmens remark despite the color his words brought and the pause in his pulse at the eyes that were leveled on his face.

He hadn’t been expecting the man that had been stealing his thoughts so recently to grace him this morning, for once catching him off guard, leaving him to inwardly scramble even as he seemed completely calm. “I’m glad to know zat I didn’t disappoint.” He mused lightly with another casual glance over at the tir rapide that beckoned him forward as his hands began to peel away the anger and vest that shrouded him, pulling a questioning arch to the maskless BLU’s brow that hide the shiver that danced down his spine at the look he was given. “Hm, and I jou amour.” Purring out the soft words as he turned his body to face Eugene, letting his toned side lean against the counter casually as if he weren’t effected, bringing the mug to his lips as a way to mask half is face as he eyed the sharpshooter over it’s rim. 

Watching the sleek and suave spy move to face him, the snipers dark hues not leaving the espions as he sipped his coffee. “Callin me love now?… does that mean ya love me charles?” The elder of the two growled happily as he slowly stalked forward again. Reaching out his hand to rest it on Charles’ hip, letting his thumb dip into the hem of his sleep pants. Using the same hand that claimed his side to pull the seemingly calm spy close to his chest. the gloved left hand of the riflemen came up to cup the sweet young face of the wicked and far to frightening backstabber. “I love ya too Charles.” those words coming out the softest and sweetest anyones ever heard come from the usually grumpy sniper as he kissed at the soft and oh so sensitive skin under the spies ear as he pulled the quiet spy closer. His slightly stubbled face nuzzling into the crook of the mans neck as his hand slowly slid from his neck to his hip. With both hands on the man’s hips the growling sniper slowly started to turn the befuddled spy to press him against the counter, using his weight and his own hips to keep him still. 

For an instant Charles heart gave an uneven beat as Eugene pointed out his unintentional slip of the tongue as he slowly stalked forward like a wolf moving in on prey, his hazel gaze skipping away for just a second with that subtle look of realization before training on the advancing shots-men, knowing it was too late to attempt to hide what he had said or the meaning behind it; a little part of him was tired of hiding honestly. “Freudian slip?” He mused out softly with a casual shrug to one shoulder in defeat as he set his mug onto the counter beside him, not fighting the guiding hand that rested onto his hip or the soft shiver the followed his rough thumb as it dipped teasingly past the hem of his sleep pants. Instead he let his body lean into the man as he pulled him closer and cupped his face, those deep sea green hues flickering curiously between the man’s as he sought the emotions that were alive in those everlasting pools of caramel apple as he spoke those trusting words of promise. A promise that he had been so afraid of accepting before, but after his long talk with man’s brother, he could no longer supply a valid reason for delaying what he already knew. Again his pulse falter as Eugene’s lips found the sweet spot below his ear as he drew Charles closer, the spies bare hands sliding up the BLU’s thick arms with a gentle squeezing grip that spoke volumes that could never be articulated correctly into words, the spy having always allowed his actions to speak for him. Letting the taller man guide him back against the counter his hands played slowly up over his broad shoulders to his neck, letting those smooth fingertips savor every inch that was usually dulled by the leather that usually bound them, nuzzling his face into his grizzled cheek in a display of pure affection as those ocean splashed eyes closed with the feel. A soft nervous flutter scaled his insides as words worked their way to his tongue with more difficulty than he had ever experienced before, feeling for that brief barest moment like the young man his years of lethal indifference had never really let him be, his lips brushing the shell of the snipers ear as he whispered like it was his last breath, “I love jou Eugene.” 

Starter/Opener : : : For Anyone

thegrowlingblusniper:

spybleu:

Across the dim and silent kitchen the strong scent of hot coffee swirled in early morning air as a fresh pot hummed softly to life, brewing the bitter sweet liquid that was the life force for many on the BLU base, especially for one man in particular. Standing in little more than his sleep pant’s Charles kept his bare and faintly scared back to the dark room, only the light from the stove illuminating half of him as he prepared a mug for his coffee, the rest of him hidden in frightening slices of shadow that distorted his features as well as mask ever could; the only thing easily made out was his pushed back locks of solid black hair that always fought him at this hour when it he hadn’t worked to tame them. Knowing that hardly a soul would be up - like himself - long before the sun was considering rising, he felt safer without the shields of a mask or suit. Even his gloves were left safely on the corner of his desk along side the paperwork he had been using to busy himself on another sleepless night. 

Pulling himself from his keep he had spent yet another sleepless and lonely night in, Eugene dragged himself into the assumably empty kitchen of the BLU Harvest base only to find his very on surprise awaiting him. Spying his lovely disappearing artist nearly boiling himself in the highly caffeinated brew that would send any normal person into a heart attack. A low growled noise that could be considered a low happy groan came as he leaned against the furthest counter from the Spy in question. “Well tha’s a handsome face.” his rough voice grumbled as he gestured for Charles to approach. The almost animalistic grin that danced across his face was far more sexual for his,or Charles’ own good. “I’ve missed ya love…” his low tone resembled a purr as he slowly removed his vest and anger, looking at him as if he was the next and last meal he was going to receive. 

Hearing the doors to the base open with a soft but audible sigh the lean figure lurking in the shadows of the kitchen paused in the slow deliberate stirring of his drink, letting his senses stretch out as far as they could without turning his head as he waited for whomever it was to either approach or go away, knowing that in the dim light it would be almost impossible for them to tell who was standing at the stove, especially since no one but three people had ever seen him without his mask. However as those slow pointed thuds from a pair of familiar heavy boots resounded off the stone floor and a low even more familiar growl rumbled from his left, Charles muscles relaxed slightly as he returned to fixing his drink. Letting those hazel hues flickering to the side to catch a glimpse of the sniper in question as he leaned against the counter to get a better view of the face he had never had the pleasure of viewing, most likely surprised by the youth behind it as so many believed the man to be far older than his appearances told; a gentle curve pulling at the edge of his lips in response to the huntsmens remark despite the color his words brought and the pause in his pulse at the eyes that were leveled on his face.

He hadn’t been expecting the man that had been stealing his thoughts so recently to grace him this morning, for once catching him off guard, leaving him to inwardly scramble even as he seemed completely calm. “I’m glad to know zat I didn’t disappoint.” He mused lightly with another casual glance over at the tir rapide that beckoned him forward as his hands began to peel away the anger and vest that shrouded him, pulling a questioning arch to the maskless BLU’s brow that hide the shiver that danced down his spine at the look he was given. “Hm, and I jou amour.” Purring out the soft words as he turned his body to face Eugene, letting his toned side lean against the counter casually as if he weren’t effected, bringing the mug to his lips as a way to mask half is face as he eyed the sharpshooter over it’s rim. 

hunterv:

Have horrible art block?
Scribble sniper until it goes away.
My best plan ever. Also this is my new desktop background.

hunterv:

Have horrible art block?

Scribble sniper until it goes away.

My best plan ever. Also this is my new desktop background.

cocoaabx:

깔끔하게 그려지는 포즈가 아니면 대부분 잔스케치가 엄청나게 많게되는데
스캔을 하고 나면 이게 너무 싫어서 포토샵으로 편집을 하게되고..
깔끔하게 지운 단면에 느낌이 이상해지고.. 선을 따게되고.. 채색을 하게되고….

저에겐 라이트박스가 답인것같네욬… 이렇게 위시목록이 늘어나곸ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ